With an incredibly heavy heart - more like broken - I add this new blog.
Life has been a crazy ride since my last entry in October 2008 when we announced we were finally having a baby. We prepared - set up a nursery (against our better judgement "just in case") getting ready for our new Baby Boy.
Two weeks ago right before I was headed to Europe for a business trip - we had a call that our "birth family" had decided to keep their baby...our baby.
So we cried 'til we could cry no more, screamed and pleaded with the Lord, cried a whole lot more and then worked through the rage. Now we are coping and trying to see where we will land next. The baby is due this Friday 02/13 the day before Valentine's Day - we are hoping with what faith is left in us that by some small miracle the birth parents will have their hearts softened and make a decision to call us and ask us to adopt the baby. It's a slim slim chance - but we can't help but have some small bit of hope.
If this does not happen we will try again - but it is a tough to continue with a broken heart and broken trust.
Anyway - we are doing okay and hopefully I will pick up blogging again. Stay tuned for more happy news in the future!
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- rollercoasters
- pizza on Ischia
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6 comments:
Keele, My heart is aching also. I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could do or say to make the pain go away. I will be praying for you guys. Give me a call if you ever want to talk - it's the last thing you want to do, I'm sure. Thanks for keeping us informed. Again, I am so sorry and I can't even imagine how you feel.
i'm so sorry for what you both are going through. Please let me know if there's anything I can do. I'm here if you need to talk or just wanna get away.
~KJ
Keele, I feel for you more than words can say...
Keele I am so sorry about your heartbreak. I wish there was something that I could do to help you. I will keep you in my prayers.
Keele and Jonathan, we are so sorry to hear your baby news. We are a only a phone call away if you need to talk or vent. Our thoughts are with you during this difficult time. Lots of love to you both!
Tony and Patty
Keele- I am so sorry you guys are having to go through this. Call me or email me or something. I want to hear how everything is going.
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